Riss'z Journal

[Shadowed Heart]

Yeah... I made a new journal.... I just decided that my old journal was too depressing and sad; b/c last night I decided to kinda give up on the things that made me sad. So now, I'm happy. Decided I'm gunna try to keep it that way too. Sorry Kris. We'll still die together, don't worry. Just, not right now.

 

[Phranka]

ah good.. New journal, New start c:

 

[Shadowed Heart]

Hey yeah, thanks. *gives you a cookie*. Hm..... I need to open the window in my room and paint the walls in my journal.... *begins coloring walls blue with black and red stencilings of LP, HIM, Sum 41, Evenescence, ect. symbols*

 

[Friðbjörn]

good to see you make a new start

 

[Shadowed Heart]

Hey lookit. My poll has been voted! lol, that didn't sound quite normal... hm... I bet Fribby is my luvy friend, phranka is nice person friend, and IDK who luvs me, but that makes me feel special. I'm the one that voted the last one. XD

 

[Phranka]

I voted now c:

 

[Shadowed Heart]

just barley? What did u clickie?

 

[Phranka]

yeah just now the top one c:0

 

[allieking]

nice to see ya happy riss, lifes to short to be down

oh and i voted too

 

[Friðbjörn]

Yup that's true, I vote the friend love one =)

 

[allieking]

i voted the nice person one, don't really know riss that well but shes really nice, think she would make a great little sis because i never had one

 

[Shadowed Heart]

You can be my big sis' Allie^^ XD I'm already Kris's little sister, but I've always got room for more sisters, I don't have any. An older brother, and a younger one. That's it. *sigh* I think my family hates me ppl. Nobody ever tells me when we're eating dinner or anything, and they are playing a game right now w/out me. But that's ok, LPF is my 2nd family, my school friends are my 3rd.

 

[allieking]

awwwww hun i'd love to be ya big sis, i'm always here if you need me just poke me in the eye to get my attention lol

 

[Dark Angel]

Riss made a new journal! *hugs* Been awhile, huh?
Ah, don't worry about that Riss. We'll be here for you, we're all one big... interesting... family!
Take care!

 

[Shadowed Heart]

My frail slow (I don't mean mentally!!!) grandfather... might be dieing ppl.... He was just in a car accident.... ::cries:: and my dad isn't even going to see him! WTF! My family is so messed up (NOTE: the 1st one. the other 2 are awesome).

EDIT: Hey Erica, it has indeed... Good to hear from ya again. I like ur siggeh BTW. lmao.

 

[allieking]

awwwww riss hun, if you need anyone to talk to you know where to find me. i lost my grandad 2 years ago and it was really hard but i got through it with my family and friends help.

take care *hugs*

 

[Dark Angel]

yea it has Riss, ah well. Glad you like the banner, I came across it and was like 'I have to have that for my banner!' so I resized it.
Oh, sorry about your granpa. Man, that sucks about your dad not going to visit him. So sorry about that and just hang in there, ok? *gives some of her sweets to Riss to help*

 

[Shadowed Heart]

Hm... yeah, I'll try. *Eats sweets*

 

[Shadowed Heart]

yeah just now the top one c:0

XXD, I think you meant to click the 2nd one. =P

Well, anyways. My dad is being a real jusr right now. IDK what to do about my family anymore... they all think I'm whore or smthin'. Gawd, they make me feel even worse than those 'happy' thing.... ::cries and pokes allie in the eye for attention::

 

[Shadowed Heart]

I think.... I need a hug.... and an asprin... But hey, I'm gunna cheer up. Oh no, I hope I don't end up like one of those optimistic frieaks! Ah! Hm... no, I won't, I'll always be upset about smthing or other... I just won't think about it.... hm....